金曜日, 2月 23, 2007

Fall Semester: Part 3, Thanksgiving

Joseph leaned lazily against the windowsill watching the sun set in the distance. A grey Volvo carrying the next-to-last remaining boarder back home for Canadian Thanksgiving sped away down the driveway across lower fields towards the lone highway leading south to Toronto. Joseph playfully squinted his eyes to make out the outline of the vehicle, shrinking gradually in the distance, against the waist-high white posts with red painted tops that lined the long, winding driveway like loyal school guardians bidding farewell to the departing party. The Maples shook courteously against the late afternoon wind as the car exited the school gate, waving a last heart-felt goodbye. The rustle of them died away as the matchbox car disappeared into the sunset. Then there was dead silence; the rowdy boarding house that usually rocked with music, laughter and screams was reduced to a haunted house where the drop of a needle could ring through the length of the long corridor. Joseph awaited his father, who could only make the journey north to retrieve his son after his long work day in downtown Toronto. Joseph never complained, and had instead long ago gotten used to and loved the silence, a precious and secluded time and space for contemplation. Taking a deep breath, Joseph continued to stare outside as the setting sun played his only silent companion, warmed his face gently with a blow of radiant orange. The familiar triangle grass field in front of the boarding house where countless footsteps were scattered about suddenly took on an eerie solemnity in subdued loneliness; Joseph stared at sections of footsteps now half-covered by long tree shadows, recalling the bygone activities that have left their indelible marks.

“Joseph! Sorry, dad is late again,” Wah-hong breathed heavily after climbing the steps hurrily to Joseph’s room on the second floor. A tender smile wrapped his otherwise tired face. “Dad! Actually you are early today,” Woke from his contemplation, Joseph remarked merrily and grabbed his long prepared duffel bag stuffed with spiral notebooks, textbooks and unwashed laundry. “No, dad is late, just not as late usual,” Wah-hong laughed heartily, flung Joseph’s duffel bag over his shoulder and headed towards their car with Joseph. Wah-hong stole a long glance at his beloved son walking beside him, secretly relieved that Joseph had grown and matured safely and surely away from home. Though convinced that a well established private boarding school was the best education for Joseph, it was never easy for Wah-hong and Ling-lai to part from their young son.

As the car sped along the highway towards Toronto, Joseph stared blankly out of the passenger’s side window at the scenery flashing by like a moving picture at double speed, The Canadian Fall color was at its full glory; the trees had shed their outer garments, lavishly layering coatings upon coatings of multi-color leaves on the ground. Lindens and Oaks, of course, used their shear sizes to impress with their large volumes and coverages, but the slender Birches and Mulberries swayed in their unique dances, drawing attention to their fallen lots. But it was the Canadian Maples who did the best work and highlighted the cool earth with a multitude of red shades. Joseph quietly retrieved one such leaf from his left jacket pocket and admired it; by touching and feeling a discarded leaf, Joseph felt he was breathing and growing with the boundless natural world that lived and regenerated itself continuously till eternity. "We're almost home, Joseph," Wah-hong spoke blissfully as he drove on, "looking forward to mom's dinner?" "You bet," Joseph smiled broadly. "Mom's cooking is the best."

When Wah-hong and Joseph arrived home, Ling-lai was just about finished preparing their Thanksgiving dinner. Replacing the Canadian traditional turkey was a roasted duck from the Chinese market; turkey was much too dry for Chinese's taste. Also on the dinner table was a freshly steamed fish sprinkled generously with slice ginger and scallion and seasoned with soy sauce and hot cooking oil, stir-fried Chinese broccoli heavy with garlic, and easy tossed jumbo shrimps with ketchup and Chinese wine. "Come on, come on. Wash your hands and come over. Dinner's best when it's still hot," Ling-lai wiped her forehead as she welcomed her family home. Wah-hong and Joseph took their place at the table with wide eyes; a feast as such was a much too rare affair. Living in Canada meant diligently following local customs and culture to the Chang's, and celebrating Thanksgiving was one they were delighted to oblige. Unexpectedly, Joseph asked inquisitively, "Can I say a prayer before dinner, mom? We do that at school before set lunches," The question slightly startled both Wah-hong and Lin-lai at they looked at each other. Wah-hong broke into a gentle smile, "Please do, Joseph. Pray for us." The family closed their eyes and held hands awkwardly for the first time as Joseph spoke these words:
God grant us the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; the courage to change the things I can; and the wisdom to know the difference.

"Thank you Joseph. That was wonderful." Wah-hong was amazed how Joseph was growing up before his eyes. He smiled as the family ate quietly.

木曜日, 2月 15, 2007

Fall Semester: Part 2, Autumn Wind

Autumn wind in Toronto was as mysterious as the origin of this great, vast land over which it has blown for thousands of years; it was nature’s Utopia preserved in its pristine state fearfully and reverently by its aboriginal inhabitants until the eventual and fateful arrival of European traders. Sure, in the greatness of modern western civilization, the wild grass was now periodically trimmed, the streams and rivers were now well drained and diverted, but the seductive scent of the wild lilies and the stoic bravery of the Sycamore white bark now seemed a touch over-tempered to be truly indigenous. Or maybe the souls of natural things were still alive and well, only more cautious and hidden than their ancestors'?

Stealing time on the lower fields before soccer practice, Joseph lay on his back, hands behind his head, staring skyward at the changing face of the afternoon sky. The clouds entered the stage from a scattering of century-old Pine trees in the south appearing youthful and confident. The clouds, manipulated by the orchestrating wind, merged and diverged in random successions, moved fast and furious to the north like soldiers too young for battles marching to war. Yet at the edge of the fields guarded by Lindens and Oaks, the clouds soon disintegrated into a sea of countless pieces, ending their short-lived journeys with a meaningless whimper rather than a triumphant bang. Just then a tiny cricket appeared from no where and landed squarely on Joseph's stomach, drawing a surprised giggle from the young observer. Joseph sat up, cradled gently the little intruder in his hands and softly deposited it on a bed of wild flowers to his right. The cricket seemed overjoyed and hopped from flower to flower with enthusiasm. Joseph watched with mesmerized attentiveness and infinite fascination.

In the distant, footsteps of soccer cleats stamping haphazardly on dried mud were heard slowly approaching Joseph. Instinctively, an ominous presentiment welled up uneasily in Joseph’s stomach. "Well, what da we have here -- the prince of peace himself,” a high-pitched squeaking voice pierced through the slightly moist air like a metal ice pick. Joseph recognized Louis’s shrill voice, and knew well that his companions, Ivan and George, were not far behind. “The fortunate son! Be still my beating heart!” George spoke with aplomb, walking up to Joseph as he slowly got up. Joseph instantly noticed the lighted cigarettes in their hands and looked away quickly. “I stare at the sky and the sky stares back. What brought y'all here this early, fellas?”

"Joey boy, you never learn, do ya? Speak when you are spoken to,” Ivan spoke condescendingly without responding and stepped closer to Joseph, towering over Joseph's diminutive statue with his awesome physique. "Anyone can enjoy the sun and the air and the lush green grass, right? We're nature freaks like you, that's all," Ivan mocked Joseph casually. Louis and George snickered lightly.

"I'm no tree hugger myself. Just wanta watch the grass grow after a long day," Sensing imminent trouble, Joseph smiled awkwardly.

“Always a man with words, Joey," Ivan commented. "Old Fate has brought us together again. So why not do me an honor and take a drag? It's on me, all me all the time!” Ivan coughed a little while pretending to laugh. He nodded to George standing in amused silence. On cue, George carefully retrieved a black lacquered cigarette box out of his left coat pocket, opened it, and took a long Marlboro out for display. A shimmering lighter with skulls and bones carved on its body stood waiting next to it in anticipation.

“I'll take a rain check, Ivan. I do quite fine without one. Have so far. Certainly not now, anyway,” Joseph spoke uneasily but firmly, waving his hand for emphasis.

“As you like, Joseph. Pleasure is all mine,” Ivan froze his stare at Joseph for a moment, "I don't ask often, so it's your loss, not mine." He then turned with others and walked away. “And remember this,” Ivan turned back after ten steps, “Squeak and you will hear from me. Real fast. Enjoy the evening.” The gang continued their trot across the field.